Tuesday, January 10, 2012

New Year Resolution

OMG! 2012 is finally here! 2011 was great I learned a lot, met a lot of new people been to a lot of places & accomplished a lot. I’m so excited for 2012! I really do think a lot of things will change this year. But first I must make a list of things I need to accomplish and change. So here it is.

•Better relationship

•Gain more trust from my family - In all honestly I really do not think I’m not a real good kid. I sometimes disobey my parents to a certain extend, meaning. I still have a lot of trust to gain from them. It’s so hard for my parents to understand that I’m still on the process of growing up. I try my hardest almost all the time and I’m still trying to gain more trust. It’s slowly happening. This year I can see it coming slowly!

•Get over it - a bad grade, an embarrassing mistake, whatever.

•Stop cursing!!

This year has been one long roller-coaster ride but I realised now that it’s just the beginning. Let's open a FRESH NEW PAGE.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Him, the man of my life. I love him more than every guy I've been with before. I swear! But now I feel like I'm losing him, he changed a lot. I never wanted to feel this way, but yea people change, we need to realize that. Everything was gone with a snap of a finger. He told me that everything's going to be different now. He's gonna leave me. And I'm left alone. Truth to be told, I'm really scares of losing him :( but yea, it's his choice. So whatever is that, I'm going to follow what he wants. But for you to know, I still love you dear. {} thank you for everything

3 months {}

HAPPY 3 MONTHS DEAR! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU, GERALDO FERNANDO <3

Gefy {}

Missing my gefy so much :( it's been 2 weeks and a half since I left him. Words cannot describe how much I miss you right now. Your grumpiness, your sensitiveness, your hugs, everything about you dear. Cuddling my tiny little gefy every single night. That's the only thing that makes me comfortable during my sleep. I wish you were here with me right now.