when love speaks thru your ears

Hell-o readers!I'm back.

I've been strugling very very hard for these few days for some problems.I just feel like everything is not going well.I've been crying like,everyday.Hard to leave.Hard to say goodbye.If only i could rewind time,I would be very happy.

okay, forget it.

and anway, I've been wondering what does 'love' mean to you guys?

I'm just not sure about what I'm feeling right now.I think I love someone but I'm not ready to be in a relationship yet.or....I'm not supossed to love someone yet?? I'm just too scared to talk about those things since I was so incredibly hurted by someone. I still can remember what's exactly I felt at that time. But anw thanks man, you've changed me a lot. The pain that i've had seriously changed me. I'll be in a relationship when I'm ready ,not when I'm lonely. For me, love is not a thing which can be played for. Love is all about joy,sacrifices,changes,a willing to stay,loyalty,appreciation and... end-less. Love will sometimes bring you into a sweetest dream ever but it also will bring you to the most terrifying dream ever.

Some guys focus more on how to get a girl but once they have her,they lose focus on how to keep her.We just can't deny the truth that sometimes the one who hurt us is still the one we'll always choose to have so at the end of the day,we shd be smart enough to choose who's worth fighting for.  

edge of desire

Hey amigos. How's your Saturday? Mine's pretty amazing.  well, I started my Saturday morning by having a math tuition, bleh. Done with tuition, spent the rest of the days with two amazing bestfriends. They apparently went to my home to do those bunch of ass-projects that were given from school but we end up doing something aside from it. lawl. We were cycling around the complex and we had our lunch at McD :3 

supershort family holiday

 

Those days were spent in lombok and Gili Trawangan. It was fun because the whole family is there. It's always a good thing that no matter how depressed your life is, you can always share it with your family, but sometimes it's just us who chooses not to. Anyway, more pictures coming up on facebook! tehee

put your hands up in the sky!

Tonight is the happiest night!

Apparently my grades went up..

yeah! I actually thought that I'm gonna get lower than that, but this happens beyond expectation.

Screaming like crazy when I saw my results, and scream even louder when my best friends also passed! But sadly some of my friends also didn't make it, be tough you guys, get up and you guys will make it!

I've been sleeping at 2 or 3 these few days, and waking up real fast isn't making me feel better. trying to get my sleeping schedule back but can't really make it, too much distractions!:p I doubt i can sleep early tonight, cause i woke up at 12 as the result of sleeping at 3. ohyeah! life's good!

Goodnight fellas.